Musical Munchies

    Hey ||||||||       I'm sorry I lied to your face. I had a lot going on and honestly I just didn't really care about being there. I couldn't really buy into it. Everything was letting me down. I knew I was wasting time. Not only had I given up, I had lost my mind.      It didn't start abruptly, but the realization was sudden. I didn't understand until I realized. The walls were crawling with bugs. I could see how much people didn't care. It hurt my heart. It was my own blood. Everything just lost its purpose. Not caring was my norm. I saw the reflection of my heart.      They all said I was just like him. Not the way I looked but what I was. The things I would tell myself are my passion. I didn't know who I really was. He was so much more removed. I didn't do the same thing, but it sure was close.     I see myself in the way that they would never understand. Things beyond comprehension. Clarity is my vision now. I refle...

 Having received a communication late at night, we have word on where the protagonist might be. We aren't sure when he went missing, or that he is actually missing at all. Well, actually we haven't heard anything from our protagonist that is consistent to what our records are saying. He was slated to have 3 recording sessions this week and we haven't heard from anyone that he didn't show up.      However, in our weekly correspondence the protagonist failed to uphold our standard communication protocols. His formatting lacked the correct information necessary for weekly proceedings, meaning that functions are limited based on the standard week protocol given that extra work has been coming in and special permissions are needed based on weekly reports that appear to have been opened but not addressed.      Given the unusual circumstances of the communications we are forced to enforce board polices of retrieving lost assets. Given that 'our...

Everything that I've seen this week has felt off. I'm not really sure where I am to be honest. I don't know what time it is exactly but I know it's between 5pm and 7am because it is dark. The cold has been messing with my head and I lost track of what has either been seconds or hours. The stillness haunts my ears. I can feel the cold piercing through my coat as I sit in an unheated basement. Was I still at home? I don't remember leaving, or do I not remember coming home? Is this my home? Is this my grandmas basement? Is this pats basement? Something about what I'm wearing doesn't make sense. I'm wearing a button up under my coat. I have two pairs of sweat pants on that I'm assuming is helping keep me warm slightly? I don't know if I'm that cold anymore. Everything has been oddly bright. I don't see an overhead lights, just a lamp in the corner. The light from the lamp is radiating across the room as if it was on top of my head. The shadow...

 In the spring of 2021, our protagonist enlisted the help of his two closest high school friends to make a band. Our idea was to make a punk band ourselves and release the music and have full creative control on what our music sounded like and everything. After a dedicated summer of recording as much as we could on top of our schedule of working full-time at the minimum we were ready to release our first album  modern dating .  Our album had the sound you would expect out of 3 kids in a garage, our production was very lo-fi and was not polished by any means.  However, after releasing our album in early august of 2021, we decided that we would spend the rest of our summer vacation on writing just a little more music. Thus we start work on our first EP days . This EP had seen more success than our album because it came out when we could easily promote it at our respective colleges.  In the months that followed days  we were more eager than ever to start worki...

 Christmas music can be listened to as early as SeptemBER. No earlier. You can start listening after september but if you start before the ghost of christmas past will smite you down. It is immoral to listen to christmas music outside of the -ber months because of the way it is. Thank you for coming to my TED talk xoxo

 Sorry bossman, Clearly I didn't want to get my shit together. I was so unhappy in the direction that I was going I did the most possible to self-sabotage myself. I removed myself from the violin by playing rugby.  I failed to realize the importance that I should not have been playing rugby if I was serious about playing the violin. I was on a self-destructive mission when I went on the pitch. I had not worn a mouth guard the entire season. I truly did not care about my own well-being. Except I was scared. I never fully committed to rugby, just like I never fully committed to the violin. The day before my first orchestra concert of the semester.  During the warm-up for the game I rolled my ankle. No big deal, I could still put pressure on it, but I was limited in mobility. I was not playing the A-Side game because of my whole not caring in the spring... Then came the B-side game. I'm seen as a leader? Yikes. I was out there bossing my pack around. Just kind of chilling, t...

 During the fall of 2022 our protagonist was playing rugby of all sports, and broke his finger the day before his orchestra concert. How unfortunate.  Having experienced a hand injury in the spring of 2022, the protagonist let his life slide away from him. He was eventually put on academic probation for his lack of effort on anything school related. One obvious result of the academic probation was the ineligibility of our protagonist on the rugby pitch. However, he would find away around this and still get the opportunity to play rugby in a less formal competitive scene. This would ultimately lead to his downfall as his soft bones where at the mercy of anyone else on the pitch. Culminating in the Fall 2022 left ring finger injury and being forced to really reflect on what lead his so far astray from playing the violin as his #1 passion and commitment. For a whole bunch of misc. plot that I don't bother to write down as of now, the protagonist has dropped out of college and is ...

 the walls are echoing  the walls are echoing  the walls are echoing  the walls are echoing  the walls are echoing  the walls are echoing  the walls are echoing  the walls are echoing  the walls are echoing  the walls are echoing  the walls are echoing  im lost in sound im lost in sound im lost in sound im lost in sound im lost in sound im lost in sound im lost in sound im lost in sound im lost in sound im lost in sound im lost in sound im lost in sound im lost in sound im lost in sound im lost in sound im lost in sound im lost in sound  all these words all these words all these words all these words all these words all these words all these words all these words all these words all these words all these words all these words all these words all these words all these words all these words  let me go let me go let me go let me go let me go let me go let me go let me go let me go let me go